integrity

i learnt new things today:
1. the secret of education is respecting the students
2. do good deeds to others using your head, heart, hand and tongue

head: give out the best thought to assist others
heart: love others as you love yourself
hand: do what you can to help
tongue: your good and meaningful speech will perhaps change someone's life

it is over

dear friends,

it is officially over
let's fate fares him better

it's my fault
to expect the unexpected
fairytale is not for everyone
especially me

2009 is coming to its end

2010
may u bring shine and hope

i feel alive again ;)

yes, masters class for semester 1 is over!
feel like i can breathe freely again.. hahahaha

yesterday was the final class..
i sat for two quizzes that i missed as emak was unwell
okay, i read n did mind map, yet it was quite difficult to give out great answers.. to be exact explanation, perhaps i need to read more..
it is done...
i hope that i manage to get good results, ameen.

well, lesson is learnt
next semester, i'll do better than this,
hopefully, great lecturers,
no more missing class

for the time being, let's enjoy !

be strong

it's time

it's already in the mid of october.
about 2 months lefty before 2010

college is busy with final exam and MUET
while my masters schedule is packed with presentations, assignments and quizzes

family matters:
Alhamdulillah, haziq is back at home
getting better.
thanx for all your prayers.

i'm worried about irsyad now.
he is so naive
he is already 13 years old
he doesn't have interest in study
instead
he enjoys watching astro a lot
he likes to help opah do the house chores
i feel sorry for him

i know hardworking is great
but i think he should be hardworking in both studying and helping others
he is the first grandson
he needs to be the great role model
to his siblings
to his cousins


i don't know what to do with him
perhaps
when i go home
i can look at him
talk to him
about the future
but i won't always be there
to look after him

i believe in him
i hope he can do better in his study
he hates maths like the rest of his aunties
because he is weak in it
but
maths is important

i hope it is never too late
that the damage still can be fixed

e.m.a.k.

Jah went back home on 7th of ramadhan (28.8.09).
My mother was down under fever, low blood pressure and gastric since 1st ramadhan.
She couldn't eat at all. She just lied down on bed. Dr Mat from klinik Rahim advised her to go to hospital to get drip, but she refused.
Abah asked us to have coax her to go and get drip from at a clinic.
Only after all of us were at home, she agreed to get the drip, not at the hospital, but at a private clinic.

Looking at her at that time, i just realised that she was very old and i was afraid that she won't be there when it is the time for me to get my masters degree and get married.

I cooked for her.
Just a simple ikan singgang n ikan goreng, she almost finished the whole plate of it.
Abah said that she was actually missing all her children as well as her youngest grandson, haziq.

change of attitude

in order to achieve success in anything and everything you do
you need to change your attitude
be positive
be optimistic
be strong

when the others say you can't do it
take it as a challenge
show them you can do it
and when you do it
make the best out of it

you are the one who is responsible
to your own success

jaja,
be strong
be tough
put aside other irrelevant things

remember the main purpose of what you are doing now
remember ALLAH in anything ang and everything you do

tonight is 19th night of Ramadhan
make your prayer

all the best, jaja!