be strong

it's time

it's already in the mid of october.
about 2 months lefty before 2010

college is busy with final exam and MUET
while my masters schedule is packed with presentations, assignments and quizzes

family matters:
Alhamdulillah, haziq is back at home
getting better.
thanx for all your prayers.

i'm worried about irsyad now.
he is so naive
he is already 13 years old
he doesn't have interest in study
instead
he enjoys watching astro a lot
he likes to help opah do the house chores
i feel sorry for him

i know hardworking is great
but i think he should be hardworking in both studying and helping others
he is the first grandson
he needs to be the great role model
to his siblings
to his cousins


i don't know what to do with him
perhaps
when i go home
i can look at him
talk to him
about the future
but i won't always be there
to look after him

i believe in him
i hope he can do better in his study
he hates maths like the rest of his aunties
because he is weak in it
but
maths is important

i hope it is never too late
that the damage still can be fixed